Monday, July 27, 2009

i dont even know what to do w myself;

so this weekend was definitely a crazy one. friday night was kinda random, went to alot of different places but ended up w ricky at my house. and then his house to sleep. it was fun, a good night. natalie was super drunk and super funny and i actually spent some time hanging out with brittney which i think was good.

then saturday was summer jam. which...started out good, or maybe even great. and ended in completely the opposite. i dont even wanna talk about it anymore because i have talked about it way too much lately and i would rather just forget about it, but it was pretty much a nightmare.

i thought maybe writing in this would help but i dont even know what to say. i am trying so hard to be strong and get over it but when someone means so much to you its hard. i just want us to work things out like we always do. and like last night i thought that was what was going to happen. but now we arent even talking as of today and i seriously cant focus. uhg i think writing in this is just frustrating me alot more. not helping at all. so thats it.

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