keeping up;

Okay yay, so I got my blackberry to work so I can write posts from it! Perfect! Where would I be w out my blackberry? Haha I'm completely addicted.

Anyway, I would say it is officially winter break! My sister got home late the night before last, mandie is home today, and jolene comes home tomorrow!

I had like the best saturday ever over at joe and welks! Shots of vodka for every eff bomb and mimosas, lots of fist pumping and "house music dancing"...really just lots of dancing. I feel so lucky to have such amazing friends in my life.

Now my sisters here which is awesome. I only get to see her like twice a year but she is probably my favorite person in the whole world and I just have so much fun w her even when we just do nothing. We watched the hangover w the fam yesterday and its JUST as funny the third time seeing it.

Right now I have to be home to watch little joejoe which is kind of a bummer cause mandie just got home and my sister is out to lunch and stuff w her and I can't go but whatever. I only have to watch him till like 530 or so. And then hopefully there will be something fun to do tonight!

I CANT WAIT to see my girl jolene tomorrow, its gonna be a crazy few days while she is here. We are having "wasted all day wednesday" for old times sake and starting early. Hopefully a bunch of people will join in. This will be the first time jolene and I will be legal to drink together! I better start drinking LOTS of water today.

Well I think that is a pretty good update for now, and since I can at least WRITE, well gotta go my sisters here!

back at it with a new approach;

hello lovers, jesh i havent been updating this in like a month.  welll, i am back.  and i am going to try to be much more dedicated.

okay so i am getting frustrated because WHY can't you find people's blogs by they're "following" info or whatever?!  someone PLEASE help me w/ this before it drives me crazy! haha.


soooo as far as life.  well i am so excited that my AMAZING SISTER comes home on saturday for almost a month.  and so do a bunch of other people i love, and a bunch more that i dont care to see :/  but it is the holidays and so it should be fun.

everything is going to come together for me in this next year, i can feel it.  its allll going to happen.  this is going to be my year of really doing it big and getting where i want to be.  such an exciting thought.  i dont know where exactly life will take me but i know its going to be where I WANT to go!

so, i am going to be writing hopefully daily, i used to be able to do this on my blackberry but last time i tried it wouldnt work so i will try and get that working.  and besides writing i am going to fill this with much much more so stay tuned lovelys, things are about to get interesting ;)

trying to make a positive when you feel so negative;

so i havent written in this for a while.  weird thing is quite a bit has actually been going on, i just havent felt like writing about it.  maybe one day but not right now.  i am just thankful for my amazing family, and good friends like alisha & joe, and natalie.

life is a roller coaster, and i'm just waiting and hoping for another up...

untill then i am going to keep this minimal.

enter galactic love connection;

so, i got my car to work today.  finally.  but of course every simple little thing w my car is and all day adventure.  i think i got about an hour of sleep last night.  by the time i could fall asleep my phone was ringing off the hook.

tomorrow i am getting a temporary phone to use since my main one is shut off cause i'm broke.  my mom has an extra line i can use, but its not blackberry.  but at least i will be able to call and txt so that is good.

not going to lmfao tomorrow.  bummer.  but whatever.  i guess i might be going to warren miller on friday.  and then i need to figure out when i am going to leave for idaho.  im guessing monday at the latest.  but i have to check the passes.

loving the new kid cudi cd.  and lala.com since you can listen to like everything for free.  its great.

welllll i am bored of this already.  so so so excited for xmas when my sister comes home.  christmas break is fun fun fun.  byebye now.

how i know i'm not an "adult" yet;

no one ever said life would be easy, no one said it would be this hard;

so, i need to decide if i want to move back to love w my parents, or stay in oly.  its basically either follow my head or follow my heart.

i think i will be able to find a job in idaho, and save, and then get my life back on track and eventually save enough to move to idaho.

or i can stay in oly and keep trying to find a job even though i am starting to doubt i ever will, and be w ricky.  but we fight so much because i have no job, and half the time i want to go back home because we arent getting along.

but i mean what if i cant find a job in idaho.  then i would be over there, missing ricky, and still not working.  i just WANT A JOB!  but i guess honestly even if i find a job here in oly i will eventually have to move out and pay rent which will suck.  i just want to save so i can move where i really want to live instead of wasting my youth living somewhere that i cant seem to leave but never understand why.  yah i love it here, but its like just because its easy because i grew up.  time to start a new chapter.  time to be an adult.

i am so confused right now and i feel like everything has been so hard lately.  i think i just need to go to idaho, clear my head, be w family, try my very hardest to get a job, and see how it goes.  i know i dont have a problem w long distance relationships and i guess what is meant to be will be.  if he really really loves me he wont have a problem w it either and maybe its the test we need to take to see if we should even be together.

i just hate being faced w these decisions that are so life changing and so hard.  but i think something always points me in the right direction and i always make the right choice.  and maybe when i dont make the right choice it was because i was supposed to learn a very important lesson that helps me in the future.

i KNOW everything happens for a reason, and i think i just need to go with what i feel is right.  right now i am leaning towards idaho.  i want a job so bad, and i think if i really really try i will find one.  i mean i'll have to because i will have no other option.

uhg.  stressful.  i hate stress. but i think usually after every really bad time there comes a really good time.  if there were no bad times then we wouldnt appreciate how good, the good times are.  so thats that.  my life and thought for today.

on another note, call of duty came out today at like midnight.  ricky will probably be downstairs playing it untill all hours of the morning.  but whatever, i usually cant fall asleep till its light outside anway, really need to change that.

okay well i wrote more than i ever usually do so i am done.  dont forget that you can always leave comments, you dont have to sign in or anything, anyone can comment.  thats all :)

whatever you like;

obsessed w this remake by anya marina of t.i.'s 'whatever you like'.  you can listen to it here on lala.com

it was featured on tonights episode of gossip girl.

never gooddd enough;

so i always redo my heading, and i always love it at first, and then end up hating it a few days later.  i need to come up w like a logo or something.  i am such a terrible artist though and i dont have any good programs on the computer so it makes it hard.

i also havent made any sets in a while.  blah, havent felt very inspired lately.  i need to get out!  i think i just need to get out of this town.  i am feeling so over it right now.  i kinda just want to go back home to idaho.  and then ACTUALLY find a job, and save up for like a year and FINALLY move to la for good.  i feel like i am just wasting time right now, and you only live once.  i dont want to look back on my life and say, "wow i wish i would have done more when i was young."

i NEED to get my life together.  but its just been so effing hard for some reason.  uhg well i am done complaining. blahh.

cherry cherry boom boom;

super excited!  going to LMFAO, Shwayze, FM, Paradiso Girls, & Space Cowboy concert on thursday!

Falling Down - Space Cowboy ft. Paradiso Girls: listen obsessed.  (Space Cowboy is Lady Gaga's dj listen)

Get U Home - Shwayze: listen

LMFAO - La La La: listen lovvve this song.  i want to dress like they do in the video!

FM - Lowridin: listen this song is kinda old but i really love it, their new song is "Girls On the Dance Floor"

NOVEMBER '09 PLAYLIST

okay, so one thing i love love love is music.  so i put a bunch of NEW music on the side to check out and i am going to write a little review on each song letting you know what i think.  also there are a few songs i like that i couldnt find on iLike so i will give links to them also. here we go:

somebody to love - leighton meester ft robin thicke:  love this song.  i think leighton is great, hope the rest of her album is as good.

say something - drake ft. timbaland:  love this.  drake is awesome, timbaland is always good in my book.

do you remember - jay sean ft sean paul & lil jon:  mmm, average.  jay sean is kinda catchy but boring, and i am not a fan of lil jon.

spotlight - usher ft guccie mane: ehh, i am not all the into usher anymore but i think this song might grow on me.

morning after dark - nelly furtado ft timbaland: LOVE THEM, i like this song, i think it will grow on me alot more though.

i invented sex - trey songz ft drake:  not a fan.

everything, everyday, everywhere - fabolous ft keri hilson: i love love love this song.  keri hilson is awesommme!  (right now i accidentally picked the intrumental version but i will try and fix that soon.)

goodmorning - chamillionaire: ehh, i'm not sure yet.  its alright i guess.

gotta get it - juvenile: couldnt really tell what the real version was cause there were a few.  ehh, its whatever, nothing special.

right here - erk the jerk:  i actually really like this song for a slow one.

i look good - chalie boy: nothing special.

gangsta luv - snoop ft the dream: like it, i do love the dream.

i'm still fly - drake: its a remake, but i like it.  drake is good.

in ya phone - treyz songs: i actually really like this, only treyz songs i like so far.

throw it in the bag - fabolous: not new, but at first i hated this song and now i lovvve it.  but its one of those dumb radio songs.

written on her - birdman: ehh, its alright, it will get old quick.

memories - david guetto ft kid cudi:  i like it...but i wouldnt want to listen to it over and over.

meet me halfway - black eyed peas: i like it, its different, i think it will grow on me.
thats it for whats on the side...nothing that i am all the impressed with except for the new leighton meester song.  these i like:

dr hollywood - 69 chevy: listen i love this song, dr hollywood is awesome.

how low - ludacris: listen ehhh, not a luda fan.  dont think this is great.

hard - rihanna: listen i am sadly not that into her new album.

90210 - wale: listen in LOVE LOVE LOVE w this song!

i get money - kevin cossom ft drake: listen i LOVEEE this song also.

lights please - j. cole:  listen i like this song alot, not radio crappp that i am sick of.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOE!

my baby brother is SEVEN today!  i can't believe it.  i am so so so sad i can't be there on his birthday :(  i miss him so much.  so here are some pictures of him about two years ago, he is such a baby in these!

awww isnt he cute?!  i love this kid more than anything.  i cant wait to see him hopefully over christmas break.  hope you are having an amazing 7th birthday baby!

glad to be out of the drama!

which sadly, doesnt make for a very interesting blog.  haha.  but i would rather thing thing not be filled w useless drama and be filled w more useful information.  so i will try and blog about some things i am interested in.  i havent felt like taking the time lately and i havent really come up w anything great.  i found those awesome old pics and that was about enough for me for a while.

anyway, it is holiday season so i am sure things will be more interesting soon.  and it will have nothing to do w/ drama.

oh one thing i have decided for certain; i like never want to live w roommates again.  i just want to live on my own!  or with my family :)  because roommate situations always turn out shitty because people in this world are far too selfish and imature.  sadly, i dont think anyone ever grows up and gets ovvvver the drama.

sooo, i just really need to find a good job so i can afford to live on my own.  i am just really over living in olympia.  i am sure i would miss it alot if i moved away, but i know i need a change.  and to really get on w my life.  its just too bad that to do that it takes money.  everything takes money, and there is no money right now because we live in the shitty usa.

okay well i am done ranting for now.  next blog: useful, interesting, information!! :)  goodnight.

last but not least [LAUGHABLE!]

HAHA halloween 2005, when i was a senior in high school.  i was "bitch barbie" and lene was "whore barbie" i think.  i wish i had more pictures that were better.  i loved my blonde hair, i wanna go back!

gi joe & army hoe.

these were all my roommates from santa barbara.  when we had a g.i. joe & army hoe party.  i just found all these old pictures and decided to call today "LETS PLAY DRESS UP".  i should have done this BEFORE halloween i guess, but since everyones got all their new halloween pictures up i figure why not! :)

my barbie going away party;

these are from a very long time ago.  the summer after i graduated when i lived in santa barbara for a month.  my going away party was barbie themed!  i was princess barbie.  amanda & christie w me.

halloween 2006;

baby rhiannon;

me and my little sister when we were young.

twenty five things about me;

1. Beauty & the Beast is my all time favorite movie. Always has been, always will be. I remember seeing it in the theater when i was little and think it's a beautiful story.

2. I absolutely love to work out, running and yoga are my favorites. Running makes me extremely happy, and yoga calms, destresses and keeps me centered.

3. I am completely obsessed with music. I can sit online & on iTunes for days just looking up new music and making new playlists.

4. I've been a vegitarian now for over a year. My parents always have been, and i've tried a few times before but havent lasted. I am so proud of myself.

5. Four is my favorite number, its the only number that has the same number of letters when spelled out as the number it's spelling out.

6. Every song reminds me of a different time or person in my life.

7. It took me a long time, but i have finally realized that family is the most important thing in the world. I would be no one with out mine and i love them more than anything.

8. I truely believe that everything happens for a reason.

9. Most of the time i feel like i don't have any close friends. I think i rarely share my actual feelings with anyone because of this.

10. My bed is my favorite place in the whole world.

11. When i grow up i want to move to L.A. and become famous, or start my own spa, work for a big cosmetic company, or write for a magazine.

12. If i had to chose a last meal, with out a doubt it would be my moms smoked salmon w asparagus.

13. I find new places fascinating.

14. I love pictures, they difinitely say a thousands words.

15. My little brother Joe can make me happy any time, any place.

16. I'm not scared of getting older because i live every day to the fullest.

17. I think success makes guys more attractive, and i'm not sure that is a good thing.

18. I am the oldest of five sibblings. I'm also all of my grandparents first grandchild.

19. I'm the only person i know that has a "favorite" day that isnt their birthday or a holiday. Mine is October 4th.

20. I am NOT named after the Fleetwood Mac song "Rhiannon" but it is one of my favorite songs, and favorite bands. I was actually named after the Celtic goddess Rhiannon, look her up, she has an interesting story.

21. I try to be nice to everyone i meet. I don't think there is any reason to be rude or to judge people. I know that everyone is different and that is what makes the world an interesting place.

22. I never feel jealous, awkward or embarrassed. I believe that there is no use for those emotions and have learned to block them out.

23. I wont drink water unless its out of a 30 oz. water bottle. And i try and drink at least two a day.

24. I think that life is what you make it and always try to look on the bright side. I try really hard to never take anything for granted.

25. I love to fall asleep to my sister playing the piano, even though i havent had the chance to in a long time.

halloween pics;

chey, some crazy pop star, me and ash on halloween (night one)

us again, on actual halloween night; this is like THE ONLY pic of me, ha.  but you can kinda see my bunny ears! :)

far too late to be awake;

sooo, it is like four in the morning and i am still awake for some dumb reason.  blahh.  i think the only thing that makes me not an owl is having a job and since i don't have one of those right now then there is nothing stopping me.

so sadly, halloween is over! :(  very sad, but i had a pretty good one.  friday night i went out w ash and chey and we got all dressed up and went to a party for a little while, and then went downtown, and no one was dressed up but us. haha.  it was fun though because we took alot of pictures and people kept asking to take pictures w us.  i borrowed a costume from chey and was "rhinestone cowgirl" haha.  it was cute.  hopefully i will have some picutres some time soon.

then saturday night i went out w natalie, cara and des.  i just bought some bunny ears and wore black and called it good.  i reallllly wanted to be lady gaga, i got a wig but ended up pretty much hating it because it looked so fake, and i couldnt pull the rest of the costume together in time.  so maybe next year.  or maybe for something else.  there were like a million things i wanted to be and i have lots of ideas for next year!

welll anyway, we went to a pretty fun party, and then went downtown, and then i ended up at some after party w ash and chey...kinda a crazy night...but i fell off a porch onto my back and i dont really remember it hurting then but it hurts sooo bad now i can like barely walk or move.

well i guess that is pretty much it.  little joe turns 7 this weekend and i REALLLY wish i could be there for that!  he is growing up sooo fast.  i miss him, and all my family, like crazy.

but anyway i am tired and sick of being on the computer so that is all for now! :) goodnight/goodmorning!

october is breast cancer awareness month;

our economy;

i am sooo sick of it being so bad.  it is seriously impossible to find a job right now.  very discouraging.  okay thats all i have to say.  i am just super super frustrated and really sick of being broke.  the end.

some things never change;

i'm still addicted to the notebook

okay i was thinking that would be a way longer list. it's weird how everything has changed.  i don't hate my parents anymore, i dont worry about what i eat anymore, and i am definitely not such a bitch anymore.  anyway who reads those old blogs...please remember they are just that, OLD; like as in 4 or 5 ish years ago.

i have grown up a ton.  but i love having those as a reminder of who i used to be.

hahaha, i had to put that on here.  i was like 16 in this picture.  how adorable..HA.  i hope everyone else is having as much fun w this walk down memory lane as i am.  probbbbably not!  okay i think thats all for tonight.

tips to a happier, healthier, and all over better life;

[i've done some reseach on these things, but they are just little things i follow, that make my life so much better, i don't claim to be right, but it works for me.]


**found this on my old blog, i thought i lost it.  i like it though so enjoy! :)


TIP 1: drink green tea. you wont get sick. ever since i started drinking a cup of green tea every day i haven't gotten sick. i also find drinking tea relaxing, and green tea has been known to speed the metabolic rate. what could be better?



TIP 2: not eating won't help you lose weight. those of you who think that the "not eating anything at all" diet will help you lose lots of weight and fast, are crazy. not eating puts your body into starvation mode, which means when you can't stand the not eating anything part anymore, everything you do eat will be stored. a better idea would be eating a reasonable amount every three hours. this keeps your metabolism going. if you really want to lose weight try eating right and exercising. (no more fast food or soda is a great start.) it's not about being stick thin; it's about being healthy and confident.


TIP 3: eat breakfast. (this one goes along with number two.) eating breakfast starts your metabolism. and it will make you happier, nothing puts me in a worse mood than starving until lunch time rolls around. not only that, but many studies show that those who eat breakfast do better in class or at work. if you don't have time, grab a granola bar or banana on the go.


TIP 4: afraid of the gym? work out at home. just because you are self conscious, or can't afford a gym, doesn't mean you don't deserve to be in shape. there are lots of things you can go in the comfort of your own home, for free. my favorites are lunges, squats, and dancing (a great cardio exercise.) look in your favorite magazine or online for lots of exercises at will target the area you want to improve. need motivation, burn an awesome cd that you can't help but dance to.


TIP 5: go tanning. stop fearing tanning beds. they are not simply a cancer box. there is a healthy medium. your body needs vitamin d and basically the only way to get it is to tan. tanning dries your skin which clears up acne, and darker skin hides redness. (just because you use a tanning bed doesn't mean you have to look like you spent the summer on the Cayman islands.) also, i find tanning so relaxing. just make sure to use a good lotion, moisturize after, and give your skin a few days of rest between each session. [oh and don't even try to tell me i'm wrong, i am smart tan certified, if you want to know what i know, check out smarttan.com]



TIP 6: drink more water, duh! this one is so simple, but not enough people follow it. just by breathing your body loses at least two cups of water a day, and more is lost sweating and going to the bath room. wow, what if you don't even drink two cups a day. then you are simply losing water...probably not good right? ever wonder why you have a headache, or just feel like crap...drink a glass of water and see if you feel better. usually people just forget to drink it, so tips to remeber...make yourself drink half a cup of water before you get to drink the juice, soda, coffee, ect, that you want. or i know when i sit at the computer or watch tv i have a tendancy to pick up the cup next to me without noticing. so keep some by you, it wont be nearly as hard to get eight glasses a day. your skin will look so much better if you do. affraid of tap? don't be, it's safe; the EPA regulates it.


TIP 7: be nice. if you are nice to others, they will more than likely have no reason not to be nice to you. if you give everyone you meet a smile and a good attitude, your have alot better chance to get a smile and a good attitude back. and what about karma. try going one day being nice to everyone, and thinking about others instead of yourself; you might just find that karma is real. and how awful is it to be a bitch all the time. it's especially great to be a great person when people talk bad about you; all you're doing is proving them wrong. and how can you hate the beautiful girl with the beautiful attitude?

i've been at this for a long time;

soooo, i just got like really really bored, bored enough that i looked to see if my old blogs are still online.  well, yep; they are.  so if you care to check them out, they are from like junior year: VIVA LA BELLA [by rhiannon elizabeth] and so_tan_xX funnnny stuff!  and actually my blog from like a year a half ago is online too at my myspace page!  my life used to be alot more interesting, thats for sure.

okay, well that is pretty much all.  i am not doing anything on this saturday night; just watching one tree hill oldies and craving: cookie dough, jack in the box hash browns, anywheres breakfast sandwhich, a slurpie, and about a million other things. so. lame.

xoxo

music;

alright so i updated alot today butttt, i just have to add that i added the iLike onto the side, so check out new music i like!  it seems like it might kinda be acting weird right now but i am working on it.  alright thats all.

a little explaining;

i realized that alot of my posts are not exactly self explainitory and i am guessing alot of people have no idea what polyvore is.  well i dont EXACTLY know either, but basically you just create sets showcasing art, or fashion.  most of the sets i make are fashion.  they are all designed by me, most of the recent ones are for certain contests that polyvore has.  by clicking the picture you can view the set on polyvores site and see everything that i used in the set.

i just do them because i have fun creating them.  and i like posting them on my blog.  and that is that.  any questions let me know.

don't forget you can follow my blog, & my twitter; and you should!  and you can always leave comments, questions and feedback.  thank you for reading :)

more paris, just a quickly put together one;

Walk in Paris' shoes. by rhiannonxoxo featuring Paris Hilton shoes

Rock the Nike Hoodie Contest;

I rock my hoodie at the huskies game! by rhiannonxoxo featuring Nike

Kate Voegele Contest;

A Fine Mess by rhiannonxoxo featuring Kenneth Jay Lane jewelry

more paris;

A day out in Paris' shoes. by rhiannonxoxo featuring Louis Vuitton bags

downtown;

soooo, last night i went downtown w natalie, des, and sarah to see devin the dude.  i am pretty sure i saw about 2 minutes of him because i got way too drunk and wanted to go home.  i am such a light weight now, seeing as how i never drink anymore.  i guess its good because i def dont have to spend as much.  but yahhh, it was pretty fun i guess.  i had ricky come get me at like 12.

thats pretty much all that is new.  hopefully going halloween shopping this weekend.  i need to go up to seattle to get the dress i want to wear.  still not sure what i am going to do, i guess there is alot of fun stuff going on downtown but i would really rather go to a party i think.  well whatever. thats all. bye bye.

'walk in paris hilton's shoes' contest;;

A night out in Paris' shoes. by rhiannonxoxo featuring Paris Hilton shoes

halloween;;

okay so i decked my blog out in a halloween/fall theme.  fun fun.  i like this alot better.  figured out a way better way to do the graphics.  okay, enough boring talk.

i know what i am going to be for halloween, do you?!  i'm not telling.  very excited, i actually have two ideas.  hopefully there will be two parties, or more! bye bye.

new heading;

ehhh, so i made a new heading.  but it looks super sloppy.  not a fan at all.  i might try a way harder way of making it, but it will look alot better.  we will see.  and i kind of want to make a halloween one so i think i am going to work on that for now.

well i dont really have anything exciting to say.  i pretty much spend all my time watching one tree hill oldies or looking for a job.

i have decided the hills is kinda of boring lately.  like i feel like nothing really happens every episode.  and wtf is going on w stephanie's face?  she looks like a cartoon character.  she def needs to lay off the plastic surgery.

excited for tomorrow night.  downtown should be fun.  at least i hope.  thatttts all.

"nothin' to roll with"

well, i have been super lame lately.  i got addicted to this stupid cafe world game on facebook and pretty much spent my entire weekend playing it.  wowwww i am a loser.  but good news, i am pretty much over it.

so anyway, i went on a super job search last week.  so hopefully that works out.  because being broke is boring.

i am getting sooo excited for halloween.  someone really needs to have a sweet party.  like thursday, friday, and saturday night!

i'm excited for wednesday because i guess some guy devin the dude is playing down at the royal so we are having a girls night and going to that.  and i am pretty sure there is alot of other fun stuff going on that night.  can't wait.  okayyy, well my life is pretty boring right now.  just thought i would update since i forgot to for like a week,  now i am going to go back to watching my one tree hill oldies and then bed.

tomorrow gotta try and find a job again, nice and early.  goodnight everyone.

p.s.

i want a new look to my blog. maybe work on that later today.  thats all.

something to say;

so i usually never have annnything to write in this at all.  i guess my life has maybe just been really boring?  i'm not sure, but i finally feel like writing in here again.

sooo, basically i feel like i have a ton to do today.  have to go to the bank and sell my bed to someone.  tomorrow i absolutly have got ot find a job.

i am getting super super excited for halloween.  im stoked its on a saturday because hopefully there will be 2 parties this year.  i guess if i am lucky.  and i am 21 so i always have the option of going downtown, but i am not sure i will want to.  i have decided i want to dress up as lady gaga, and if there is something to do on friday as a princess.  i already have my outfits all planned out i just have to go buy the stuff.  one thing i have to say about halloween is that i HATE the cheezy "sexy" costumes they sell at the stores that everyone buys.  oly is notorious for them.  i wish people would be more origanal.  its soo much more fun.  and you dont have to just throw away or put in the back of your closest forever the stuff you buy for it.

okay well i am going to start getting ready to get some stuff done today.  hopefully i can pry ricky of the stupid xbox.  more soon i'm sure. love love.

i am;

modern day belle;

modern day belle by rhiannonxoxo featuring Juicy Couture accessories

believe in luck;

gaga inspired;

a thing called love;

love me as i am;

new new new;

so i am very excited about my new heading!  i had alot of fun making it.  it took forevvver.  well it is just my first atempt so i am going to make some more and see which one i like best.  the one below of lady gaga i also made.

well i dont have much else to say right now.  check my twitter for regular updates and follow me !! @ rhiannonXOXO.

the end.

Boom. Boom. Disco.

i have a new obsession w lady gaga.  i dont care if she is weird.  she is awesome.

success is the best revenge.

"Success is the best revenge" -french proverb.

How very very true. Not that I care all that much about revenge. But this way you are only making yourself happy, killing two birds w one stone.

Well I will NOT be keeping anyone in my life that doesn't prove to me that they want to be in it; make an effort. Everything happens for a reason. There is nothing to be sad about when people walk, or fall out of your life. Through my eyes it is their loss, and I could honestly care less about their oppinion because they don't mean enough to be in my life anyway.

Wellll I guess that is all. I am pretty much bored of this blog. More tomorrow most likely!

fragrance inspiration.

Thoughts Upon a Window

"There's a mark above your eye,

You got it in July

You're fighting for your sister's reputation

You remember people's names

Valentines are lame

So you bring me flowers just for no occasion

Correct me if I'm wrong,

You're fragile and you're strong

a beautiful and perfect combination

I wanna know you!

I wanna go there, where you go

I wanna find out what you know

And maybe someday down the road,

I'll sit back and say to my self,

'yeah I thought so'"

so. i am super annoyed. i think some people need to reevaluate the meaning of "best friend". i dont even think i feel like going into detail about all of this. but honestly you thinking so highly of yourself and thinking i should be so upset when YOU decide to walk out of MY life does not make it actually happen. it just makes it easier to not care.

being a best friend means being selfless and caring about being there for the other person, not soley worrying about how this person is contributing to you, what they are doing for you. that is just being selfish...and how does that make sense.

i used to think that because i had been friends w someone for a really long time that that made them a better friend than the people i had met more recently. i was wrong. best friends are about being there when something goes wrong. not being judgemental and rude and trying to change the person, but accepting how they are and helping them. best friends are about forgiveness, because no one is perfect. best friends are about hoping for the others happiness and nothing less, not so much about worrying about what is the right thing and the wrong thing. because regardless you are still there for the person. best friends are about the good times, having fun and laughing. talking about things that dont matter.

it has taken me a long time, but i know now more than ever what a best friend is. and i will not be told anymore that i am not a good best friend anymore. i am who i am and my "best friend" of ALL people should accept that.

on another note; i just started listening to my sisters boyfriends music for the first time and i really like it. check pete jacobs out at myspace.com/englishstandard. his music is really good!

i came up w another fragrence idea i realllly liked the other day. i really need to get on working on that. maybe i will do it right now. why not? ricky is just playing his xbox like he has been since he got back! sooo fun to watch! haha.

well that is alllll for right now.

crackberry.

I am so addicted to my phone its pathetic. I feel like I can honestly say I have never been addicted to anything, but now I am realizing that my phone is an addiction. I do not know what I would do w out my blackberry! It keeps my life together and can always keep me entertained. Its kind of sad though that I never get off it.

Its kind of weird to think that some people consider people who just sit on their phones all the time as anti social, but how can that be right. More like OVER social! Because all I do on my phone is socialize in many different ways.

Well this is kind of a dumb blog but I just felt like saying something about it. I am really really in the blogging mood right now so I plan on doing some work on mine later today. Right now I am going to go back to watching the tyra show and missing you!

If you aren't already, follow me on twitter!

So I've been wanting to write for a while now but just haven't really known what to say. The last few weeks have been kind of crazy but not in the way that you are probably thinking. And not in the way that I normally mean crazy.

Well I guess the last thing I wrote about were plans to go to the beach. Well I have to say being off work was amazing, finally going to the ocean w ricky was amazing, and seeing all my family was amazing. I certainly had a great trip that I will remember forever, and I think mostly for a reason that doesn't need to be shared because it is a personal memory that I want to keep to myself.

Then on saturday I had my family reunion in port gamble which was a lot of fun actually. I learned a lot about my grandpa and his brothers and sisters. And port gamble is a super cute little town that I had never been to. I think that was about all for my weekend.

So I certainly wasn't excited to go back to work on monday and was just so over my job and feeling like quiting. And when I got there they let me go because they wanted someone w more experience which actaully made my day. I know that everything happens for a reason so I am not worried about it.

The week was hectic, rickys family moved into his new amazing house so there was lots to be done.

And then this last weekend was rickys last weekend. It was a really good one. He had a party at his old house on friday night and saturday his sister had a birthday party at the new house.

Then on sunday we drove east and he went to college and I came home for the week.

So that's where I am now, laying in my bed at my parents house. And he's gone to college and I'm not sure when ill see him next. All I have to say is this is really hard and I don't want to talk about it anymore than that.

So that's the update for now.

"extreme tubing' and beach bound.

so the weekend was pretty fun but very mellow. i just hung out w ricky durring the day and then went to bed fairly early at night. natalie was out of town and brittney was sick so i felt like there was pretty much nothing to do. which was fine by me because i have been extremely tired lately.

saturday we took the boat out though which was alot of fun. i am extremely beat up from tubing though. the soreness is finally starting to go away but the bruises on my legs are not.

so i need to go home to do a couple errands and meet up w ricky. then i believe we are going to get lunch at quiznos since its buy one get one for a dollar, whoop whoop. and then we are driving to my beach house in long beach. i cant wait. all my family from my dads side is there so it should be alot of fun. and ricky will finally get to meet some of my family. i am super bummed my step mom couldnt make it though. but it will be nice to spend the week w family and little joe!

i am supppper anxious! time couldnt go by fast enough. hopefully i will be able to post on this from my cell while i am there since i am sure there is no computer at the beach house. if not then updates when i get back! xoxo

eating: reduced fat triscuits, almonds, and craisons. [& water]
listening to: classic rock station on slacker. [free ride by edgar winter]

so i didnt get much of that list done yesterday cause ricky called me to go out on his boat. it was fun and much needed w how hot it has been the last few days {& today}

i think the plan is to possible go out on the boat again today?! i am so ready to be off work. but i dont have too much to do so its kinda nice.

blehhh i'm bored. better stuff luego.

a happier & healthier me;

to make myself happier and healthier today i am going to:

1. drink more water & stay hydrated.
[drinking at least half your body weight in ounces is the neccisarry amount of water per day]

2. go to the grocery store and buy healthy but tasty foods.
[-almonds
-apples
-broccoli
-green beans
-berries
-eggs
-brown rice]

3. bring healthy snacks to work so i save money and eat better.

4. clean my room and actually put my clothes away.
[having a clean room will eliminate stress and time. i wont have to dig through piles of clothes on the floor in the mornings or wonder if i am missing certain things]

5. run, or do some form of excersise.
[start to get back in the habbit of excersising daily. taking it one day at a time.]

6. take a cold bath to beat the heat and relax.

7. read.

hopefully all these things will help me focus on myself and make me happier and healthier. i will update tomorrow on what of them i actually accomplished.

life is a crazy thing;

so today, my tire blew on the way to work. hmm really? i am honestly not sure anything else could go wrong [knock on wood]. but the preson who pulled over to help me was a pastor. he changed my tire for me and just asked that i go to church to repay him. so maybe that is some sort of sign. i definitely plan on at least giving it a try. maybe it will be good for me and help me get my life on track.

i reallllly need to sort some things out before long. i really think it will be alot easier once ricky goes to college though cause i wont have much to do.

so i might be going home to the point this weekend depending on if natalie decides if she wants to drive or not. i would be leaving like thursday after work and then coming home on sunday. i actually really want to go. but then again it doesnt matter too much either way because the beach trip is the week after and my sister will be home in a couple weeks so i am hopefully going to head over then.

i am very very excited for the beach trip. its going to be like my whole family. i really hope i can convince ricky to come down for a day and night to meet my family and everything. i am so excited to spend time w my family and be on the ocean! super relaxing. get out of the drama of oly.

so i want to start writing different stuff in this blog. not just about my life. but i have to figure out what kinds of things. i think my life is just super hectic right now, it always gets that way durring the summer. so once i get everything taken care of and once ricky goes to college i will have a more clear mind and have time to work on my fragrance and writing more legitimate things in this blog. for now, all i can handle is venting my life. well that is all for now.

my theory on life;

so i finally found something i feel like talking about. after having a conversation w my sister about everything going on i think i am seeing things alot more clearly.

i was thinking about typing it all out how i feel about it but i think it will make more sense if i just copy and paste our conversation because that was what was said w out thinking too hard, and thats when i say the best things. :)

Rhiannon i just think everyone here only cares about themselves.

Tara well everybody wants something back for doing something good..
it's hard to accept the fact that you don't always
i don't know if it's really healthy too...
i just sort of have..
& i'm still happy to do good things for my friends
people appreciate it more then they say i think

Rhiannon yah well i just dont think of it all complicated like that. i am simply just there when some one needs me and try to be the best person i can. and i just dont have the mind set to be out for myself...
i just dont even understand what its like to be like that. i am just trying to live a happy life and thats all

Tara it's just like.. when.. we would do the dishes.. but not get paid or thanked for it.. it was just expected.. but it was something nice that we did.. didn't it piss you off a bit..
kinda make you upset?

Rhiannon well i didnt like doing it but the older i get the more it makes sense because they felt disrespected by us for not understanding that they give us food and a roof and rides and money to do things and we found it SO hard just to do the dishes...its all miscommunication
i think respect and showing respect is just a really hard thing to master
i mean thats honestly what ruined ricky and my relationship

Tara yeah i dunno... they never really gave me rides anywhere... and i was reeaalllly busy in high school so i got annoyed
people don't pay enough attention to anything

Rhiannon yah but at the same time they were probably annoyed that they thought we didnt appreciate what they DID do so they just gave up...

Tara and they pay too much attention to the wrong things
there's really no way to get life right.. you just gotta keep going

Rhiannon to themselves and material things, thats all anyone cares about anymore

Tara yeah money is a biiig problem with personal relationships
and it really shouldn't be
it's ridiculous

Rhiannon im proud of myself for getting over that, i might drive a shitty car and not have alot of clothes but at least i am generally happy and have my family and some people i call good friends

obviously because this is a conversation between us it is kind of confusing. but i think the whole point is that people just really need to think about what is actually important in life. and unfortunatly the people who need to most will probably always think that the type of car they drive and the brand of jeans they wear is what is important. but at the end of your life i think its how you treated people, and the fun times you had. and the people who you loved.

and even if it ends in tears, you were happy at one time about it. sometimes i like to think that the quote "its better to have loved and lost than to have never have loved at all" isnt true, but it really is. because love is an amazing feeling, whether its for your family, your friends, or a guy.

i dont even know where i am going w this. i might add more later once i start thinking even more. my best peice of advice to everyone is dont let time slip away, live every day to the fullest and be the best person you can because when you look back you want to have a life that you enjoy reliving through memories.

i dont even know what to do w myself;

so this weekend was definitely a crazy one. friday night was kinda random, went to alot of different places but ended up w ricky at my house. and then his house to sleep. it was fun, a good night. natalie was super drunk and super funny and i actually spent some time hanging out with brittney which i think was good.

then saturday was summer jam. which...started out good, or maybe even great. and ended in completely the opposite. i dont even wanna talk about it anymore because i have talked about it way too much lately and i would rather just forget about it, but it was pretty much a nightmare.

i thought maybe writing in this would help but i dont even know what to say. i am trying so hard to be strong and get over it but when someone means so much to you its hard. i just want us to work things out like we always do. and like last night i thought that was what was going to happen. but now we arent even talking as of today and i seriously cant focus. uhg i think writing in this is just frustrating me alot more. not helping at all. so thats it.

trying this out;

so i am not exactly sure if i will end up using this or not. i used to always use my myspace blog but now i almost never get on myspace and dont really see a reason to even get on the blog either. but seeing as how i am not even sure if anyone will read this i'm not sure if i will see a point in continuing it. unless i decide to post links to it on twitter or maybe facebook...mmm really not sure.

but i find blogging a huge destresser regardless of if anyone reads it or not! so i willlll probably end up using it.

so my life: its friday, very happy about this fact. although it has been a fairly relaxed week. well at least the end of it has been. the begining was pretty hectic since my boss was getting ready to go on vaca.

i am really hoping this weekend is going to be a good one. i am planning on going to summer jam tomorrow with kenzie and kristen but i am still waiting for kenzie to buy the tickets, today is the last day and we still havent gotten them so i am crossing my fingers that she does today!! i reallllly wanna go. i am still trying to decide if i wanna go get a new id today since mine is expired and if i dont i wont be able to go to the beer gardens. i really should just go do it after work since i am technically not even legal to drive right now.

well that is all for now i think, i should probably get some work done for a little. i might write more before i go. i really need to figure out how to use this on my blackberry! is there maybe an app for it? that would be amazing. well anyone that reads this...follow me on twitter: rhiannonXOXO.

happppppy friday!